Give me something to live for...


A long time ago I wondered if I'll ever be free. One of a billion minds. Always looking at the thing that I'm not supposed to. We're human of course. And there is nothing special about that.

As I search for words in my mind to explain human existence from my perspective is so fitting because I don't care any more. I am the nihilist Santa warned us of. I am the undying legacy of doubt. I am dead.

The capitalist machine has occupied our minds to such an extent that we think it to be unreal. A non existent cookie in an empty milk jar. Oh the fair maiden. Oh the truth of tomorrow. Oh no it is you again, the devil in the night. The one out of spite. How are we supposed to deal in noise?

We should reject all motives of disease. We should be passive against all violence and love. We should embrace that which befalls us all. Death. We are death intertwined with life. We are the end of the road. We are the end of a long walk into hell. We are the servants of hell. We do as we please to live in the desert land. To suck on what is left to destroy. To be what we have become. No one knows exactly how it will end. But they live in the present. The fear of death has not sunk in. It is as it is supposed to be. We are the creators of our lives. The essential strand one takes to recognize the plight of all is to agree once and for all that life is meant to survive and we are meant to die. We as the nihilists of the world. The tragic consequence of freedom. The notion of respect and free will. We are the creators of doom and glory. He is the fastest but for how long? How long can we live like this? Till we're dead of course.

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