To the newborns

Charlie Chapter 1:

 

And so, we are again found in the present. We will leave our children behind for a brighter future. Now is the time for us to consume all living matter before it degenerates into a decaying meth pit. I am not joking. The concept of heaven or the divine promises a future, though few mentions its past. Can one create the notion of belief found within the existence of the vile present concept currently upheld by some zealots? Whether they be religious or otherwise. I cannot recall a moment in my life when I was not human, and all I wanted to be an angel or perhaps a loyal demon. The reality is so gruesome to uphold, that the present must be maintained as cleanliness is equal to holiness if one were of a sordid state merely alive at this point. Few years ago, one could do as one please, now we must live with our disease. It is not pessimism, or optimism, it is merely as is, an acknowledgement of failure and the forgetting of regret. Our lives have become monumental to a degrading point in time. We are flowing through a river, or is the river flowing through us? We can escape the ego, but does the ego want to escape? Is it surely as one sees, beautiful or majestic? We can only agree that surely a President is merely needed because we believe that he or she or it serves a purpose. I wonder when the first android or robot will be crowned King or President or Pope? Maybe in the future, I guess. As a joke to our suffering in this present age, trying to avoid blame and transgression in our supposed much needed consumerist state or religion. Religion as in the relation we have to medicine, and natural cures meant for our benefit. Fuck the planet. Save the oceans from us or save the oceans from them. Who cares? I do not anymore.

 

Charlie Chapter 2:

 

I sometimes wonder if people take each other seriously. Well, I ask because they do not take themselves seriously. Only lawyers, doctors, police officers, military “officials”, and hobos do.

 

We can create a reality, but we would rather consume ours. We live inside a mega plantation, yet we live outside of the forest with the herd. The commune of desire and opinions held dear if only for so long. Like a marriage that did not even fail. I guess blood is equal to blood and not to vomit and piss.

 

Our culture now, 2021, is consumerist. Our athletes have become advertisers for our favourite brands. Our rights are now marketed. Our value is attained through material aspects. The sad truth is, is that our perfection from our historical past, does not exist anymore. I fear for our children. They now must learn to be rich or happy through consumerist materialism. The human animal has started to carry its own cross to its execution day, for it relies now solely on itself, and its material or unnatural – non-natural – creations or objects. Our law is paid for. Our healthcare is enforced. The police, the only ones to trust, are our only hope. They need to be protected by the highest authority. No jokes.

 

The authoritarian workspace though is misunderstood. We are solely competing with ourselves and need to argue for growth within our limited abilities and mental scope. We have to assume that guidance is required only for ourselves. For example, a pregnant woman, by herself, should embrace perfection, she should adopt to cleanliness and holiness. She should worship herself, and her babe. She should firstly understand her dilemma. It is her duty solely. No one is there to assist her in this task. Not even God has control over this case. A doctor only scratches his head if a woman bearing a child smokes and drinks and eats unhealthily. She is an example only to herself, fuck the rest.

 

When a man judges her, as one should not, then he is only what he is not. Judging someone is not bad. Aiding someone is not bad. To agree and support the irresponsible mother is madness. We need a perfect society, one that embraces its natural flow. Its natural time. It needs not to assume that there is a future or a tomorrow. Things will not get better. I can be 100% confident that it will only get worse if we do not change immediately. The babe has already been corrupted. Its human rights taken away from it for gluttony and displeasure. There is no happiness or gratitude in selfishness and destruction. Our society is constantly giving birth and not even our highest authority knows what to do. It is not fair and will never be. Our lives mean only one thing. That we are alive. And as my hero Richard Dawkins has said, praise life only insofar as you can. There is no need for competition for we are already the victors. A man can only suffocate himself for so long until he drowns in his own deceit. We should be careful to assume that Richard Dawkins is wrong, because what more do, we want? We only seem to want violence, bigotry, and hate towards those that are the minority and those that are peaceful. Why do not we just give the Jews whatever they want. Freedom, and peace. 😊 They have suffered enough. I hate Islamists, but I love Islam. I love Christians but not Christianity. We have tolerated violence and hate for too long. We even allow pregnant women to do what they want, because they do not actually know what to do.

 

Here is a thought experiment. Try and imagine yourself dead. Already. What do you perceive or believe? Heaven? Grace? Impossible! How can you, not even a God, comprehend something that only a God has created? How can Heaven be something you understand, if you do not even know that it truly exists the way you honestly believe it exists? Why would it? Ask any Jew for advice and they will ignore you. Why should they give you advice if they have none even for themselves? That is how I have come to perceive the Jewish class or religion.

 

Then again, we should not judge, or hold an opinion, though it is quite confusing for an individual such as myself, that opinion now, must be held by all, for it to be worthy of its use. We already live in a Communist state mixed in with some Anarchy, cannot we just fucking enjoy our liberated conscious states. Go for a hike. I think not. It is not worth it to be reminded how we have maintained mentality in relation to its use only too us. How can it be that we hike if we are not even moving? Close your eyes and what do you see? Heaven? I think not! Hell? Possibly, but not. You only see yourself and where you are. Your external reality is only what you perceive to be your external reality. Close your eyes again, and notice your mind telling you that your eyes are closed. But you are only your eyes, mind, and body. The ego is not bound to anything else. Your external reality is nothing but something that is not you, or it is a part of you. But how can the external reality be part of you if the external reality is only perceived by you. The external reality is not inside of you. It is, and I must emphasize this fact, what it is. An external reality. Maybe Heaven or Hell looks like when you close your eyes. If you have any. No jokes. Nothingness is not what you see when you close your eyes. The darkness is eternal or infinite rather. There is no border. There is no end. That is why you see nothing. Because there is no object(ion). There is no dissociation or relation. There is only void, and nothing else, even if you walk with eyes closed, does not exist, only within you, life exists, for you are alive. And when you die, then perhaps you become one with the void. As a famous Buddhist once said – ke-ke – Dalai Lama – create your own reality, but if you cannot, do not believe that you have one created for you already. Enlightenment is merely process it is not progress.

 

Charlie Chapter 3:

 

On the topic of preferential treatment. All figures of authority must now be put in isolation. Their lives matter more than the average citizen. Guidance and leadership are what we need in the future, which is now, today. Or so we are made to believe, that guidance and leadership is found through and within the façade based on colonialism and imperialist industrialism. Our natural habitat has been consumed by ourselves so who are we to be the rightful decision makers in this Democracy of what is right and wrong? Alas a poisonous disease pandemic is deciding now how we should behave. And yet that seems natural and good though where can one see an end to denial if denial can only be admittance of denialism?

 

The whole scope of man is enforced indoctrination. You send your child to school, but for what, and at what cost? You live only once like this, so why not embrace the child that you have conceived? Why not allow him or her trouble through its childhood only to find itself, and you?

 

Charlie Chapter 4:

 

Heaven is something we take as a given, or most of us. Believing that we are only as is for now, and that God will take care of the rest. Yet who are we to separate ourselves from each other and from the other beings in existence for such an idea? We admire sports, mobile phones, music, celebrities, food, and more, more than we admire this life. We abhor it, we hate its existence, no wonder we imprison children and make them our game. We believe for to believe we believe. Yet as a deceased person, our beliefs in the before, life, has somewhat been more relevant than even the most interesting things apart from us. The rain. The forest. The weed. The soil. The planet. The stars. We hate it because only God has created it, and how we feel, he has made us feel. It is Sunday, but who gives a fuck? Jesus died for our disgust, and ineptitudes. Our constant assumption, that he died for our sins. Who are we to even see it as such, when we can also not sin, by choice? Our past has nothing to do with our present, and our present eats up our futures. And so, another Sunday goes by, and the rain is insulted for it brings about soil erosion, and the mighty Elephant is ignored for it is but as is, a resemblance of what man is not, and will never be. How sad.

Charlie Chapter 5:

 

You seem to be getting the idea behind this essay or dogmatic stance towards liberation and the act of forgiveness and stubbornness against the reality of modernity. The all-encompassing state deciding for us and us for it. We do not just live in the city, we also live in nature. It is not ours and will never be. Basically, the notion of space is not ours, yet in a Capitalist, Democratic, Industrialist, Scientific sense, it could be considered that we are the centre of all things imaginable, yet also perhaps, only, in existence. But what about the ant. The cockroach. The rat. The dust. The air we are dependent upon. The silence of the wind blowing. All these things constantly surround us, but all we can say is fuck it – or not even. Having the attitude of the celebrities and athletes we admire, and strive to be like, because being rich gives us something more to consider, or so we think, but we do not even consider our movements, our thoughts, our desires, as merely as is, programmed, like some experiment, or lesson, to be engrained into us. For we ignore it, and shrug it off as unimportant, does not make it so. Non-existent and without value. Can we at least admit that these things exist, even though we do not care about it?

 

Now let us assume that God exists, and that He created our current existence. Perhaps He also has a say in the matter as to how we ought to change or adapt to our lives, which is not ours solely and never will be. One does not take it with, and one does not create it. It merely as is, a creation. A beginning perhaps, but also an end. It should be consumed not by us, but by God, for its utility. I guess it does not matter because we can choose to ignore it – being ignorant – or notice it – being arrogant.

 

The Buddhist scriptures state that man is the sole motivator of his life. He has nothing but himself. His outside reality matters not, and neither his interaction with it then. So why consider its relevance when it is not? Well, the notion should be explored only as is, a notion. To be discarded or not. Buddhism is not to say the realization of itself, and Buddhism is not realization, according to these scriptures. The opinion of its need and practice is completely missing the point as to its existence. It is only there, to say it does not exist. It is only as is, a distraction, and perhaps dilemma. To remove oneself from it, or as it may be, life. Not to cease to exist, as in suicide, but rather to escape this existence, or the one pretending to be one.

 

a demon has created thee, and you think it is a god, and so it thinks it is a god, when it is only a demon